How Do I Feel About My Project ?

I feel that my project wasn't that bad like it was hard at first but i got it down pack. I know i'm still going to have problems with making the essay even if we don't have to write that much but, i still like to write a lot because it will help me write more like a book it will really help me out to keep on writing and moving forward. One day when i'm siting home not doing nothing i'ma write a story about my childhood until now its going to come out real nice how do i know because, i know when i write about my childhood its going to be interesting to the reader's that will read my book. My childhood was no joke because i got taken away from my mother when i was only 1 years old when i seen my birth mother after 7 months after my birthday she had told me i was mad when she told me but then again i was happy. But then i was got over it because  i was a baby and my mother is still have my love unlike my brothers and sisters but yeah my project wasn't that hard at all for me

Essential Questions

New media is a big topic of conversation these days.  People are always wondering if it is good or bad.  I am of the opinion that new media is a good thing.  I think that it is an effective tool for youth to communicate and interact with the world.  Sites like twitter and facebook do more good then harm. Now, I will tell you some of the reasons that I think new media is a positive thing in the lives of youth.

Paragraph Reason #1:  One reason that social media is good is that it helps them stay connected with their peers. It's like when a friend move away you don't have no way to get in contact with them. So they have facebook and twitter so lets say for instance, my friend moved away and i can't get in contact with him or her but, then i get on facebook and, i see that him or her have a facebook. Then i say oh look this boy or girl have the same name as my friend that moved away. So i click on their name and, its really is him or her thats how i know that we could still be in connect with them.

Paragraph Reason #2:  It allows them to interact with the world in meaningful ways. When i say that its not because oh that people want to start problems facebook is a website for friends and family to come together and talk to one another. People that have facebook want to start problems and want to throw subbs at each other or tell their facebook friends how they feeling about a situation thats going on. So they put as there status that they are pissed off and want to write everything on facebook. Because they are pissed off they don't just put stuff on facebook the reason why they just put it on facebook is to get everything off their chest. You can't blame them for put how they feel on facebook not saying it's a good thing but you get the point.  In this way, facebook is helpful at allowing people to express themselves, including their innermost emotions.  I think this is a good thing because it is not good to keep your feelings bottled up inside.  If facebook is an outlet for you, then I say go for it; express yourself.  It might even lead to a friend or family member helping you out through a difficult time.

Now that we have discussed some of the positive aspects of facebook, we need to look at some of the negatives. Often, people feel that facebook is not safe for minors, because they would hook up with people that they don't even know and go see them, then won't return. Im just saying that's not good but if a minor is on facebook that's under the age 16 should be supervised by a parent or guardian. So they could see who they are talking to and to see who are their friends on facebook.  Officially, facebook will not allow you to join if you are under the age of 13.  Still, children 13 years of age will require adult supervision to assure that they are using facebook appropriately.



In Conclusion, New media is a big topic of conversation these days.  People are always wondering if it is good or bad.  I am of the opinion that new media is a good thing.  I think that it is an effective tool for youth to communicate and interact with the world. Because the point is that minors is using facebook to put their emotions or how they feeling on the internet, not for everybody to see it's not their fault everybody has problems. They have anger problems so its not good to keep their feelings inside who would want to keep the pain inside their body not me, but people i know fight the feelings out or killed their self talked it out or wrote it out. At the end of the day, facebook does more good than harm.  It give youth a place to self-express, something that is ever more important in the complicated world.

Mother and Daughter Talk

Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime.

I want to sit down and talk to my mother about christmas the reason why i want to sit down with her is because i want to let her know what she doing is wrong not for nothing i want to change my life around and tell her that i'm smoking and drinking but the thing is i really want to sit down with her and give her the real deal and say mom i would take everything back i did in the past to show her that i could really change. Like i really love my mother no funny shit but i don't know what would i do with out my mother like i know she not gonna be around for long but all i want from her is her care and love for her daughter that never had a chance to have care and love for her real mother. Because being with out my real mother is really crazy for me because others don't know how it feels to be in my shoes i swear they don't but yeah i want to sit down with my mother and get everything off my chest the lies the be trade and most likely how i feel about everything thats been going around. I don't want to hurt my mother feelings i don't like seeing my mother cry but if it comes down to that point then i'ma have to hurt her feelings and make her cry because what i'ma tell her is gonna be real and its going to be coming from my mouth i'ma just have to make sure that it won't turn into a break up between a mother and daughter relationship. Because i would hate to be in a place with nothing but a black room with nothing but EMPTY NESS and BULLSHIT. I just hope she knows how i feel about what i'ma say to her and i hope she got the right words to say so it won't come down to that level that she won't be able to trust me or come down to that level that i cant be her daughter that she had before because it won't be the same at all.

I Can See This Year Christmas Is Gonna SUCK

You Walk Away From The People That Turn Against You

This year christmas is gonna suck really bad like i'm going to get what i want but i'm not gonna get what i really want i want to get my phone thats not going to be fear if my sister get her phone and i don't. Like if i had a choice to choose between my christmas stuff that my mother brought for me for my phone i would choose my phone because it really wouldn't matter to be if i don't get nothing for christmas just my phone i would be happy because to me my phone would be important to me i wouldn't let it out of my eye sight. I really want my phone like i would tell my mother i don't want nothing for christmas just my phone and if i'm lucky enough she would give me my phone but she already got my polo boots and my pee coat and the extra stuff she got for me. But thats not the point okay i know i should be happy for what my mother going to give me for christmas its christmas but i really want my phone like i really hope she change her mind because she said "Maria you not getting your phone for christmas because what i did was wrong." I keep telling her that i didn't do it she then said "But Daquan said that he seen you do it ." But thing is it wouldn't be christmas if every kid in the world is not happy thats why they have christmas because the kids and adults don't know whats under their tree wrapped with pretty wrapping papers the only thing is that they know its theirs because their names is on it they don't know what it is or what it does or how it look or feel. I swear if i don't get my phone i'm going to REGRET calling my mother MOM because she knows i really wanted my phone its gonna really be a wake christmas and i won't be happy and if i don't get it i'm going to change my whole ATTITUDE towards her because its really FUCKED UP how she gonna do something thats really important to me.

My weekend

My weekend was a fun weekend. Why? Because i hung out with my twin, Christian. I went to his house but he wasn't there, so i went his friend dayday's house. But, again, he wasn't there either. So, i asked his friend dayday to call him. He did and my twin picked up the phone. When i got on the phone he said that he was at the train station. I asked, "why are you at the train station." He said that he was going to call me back but he never did. So, i told my twin's friend dayday that he said that he was going to call me back. He said, "okay," Then we went next door and we was waiting for my twin to come but he wasn't coming no time soon.. We smoked without him and  then after that i was too smacked. I went to sleep and when i woke up my twin was there he was asking me if i was okay and i was like, "twin i'm tired." then he said okay come on so we went back next door to dayday's house and i went right back to sleep. My twin kept on trying to wake me up so i could go home and my twin friend dayday was telling him that i can't go home all smacked because he didn't want my mother to say anything. So, he said just let me rest for a while and i'll be ready to get up and walk home so my twin let me sleep. Then my twin woke me up and he was like come on twin you ready i said no wake me up in 35 minutes he was like okay then he woke me up and said am i ready i said yeah i'm ready so i picked up my jacket and then me and my twin left and he walked me half way home. Then when i got home i said hi to my mother even tho i was smacked. She said hi back and she said that my girlfriend called. I asked, "she did?" My mother said yeah then i asked her for her phone. Then she gave me her phone. Then i called my girlfriend but she didn't pick so i texted her she texted back and said she sorry that she didn't pick up the phone. She just woke up then. I said it's okay she asked me what was i doing and i said nothing i just got home. she was like, "oh did i have fun with my twin?" i said no because he came after i smoked then she oh wow then i said yeah but then i asked her how was night she said the regular shit, smoke, chilled outside, then smoked again then went home. Then she waited for me to come home so she could hear my voice to see if i was okay.  In the end, my weekend was a good weekend.